Juni 29, 2007

the REAL pain ._.

helloo.. it's "early" in the morning, and so i'm gonna tell you something... i asked myself.. what's the biggest pain in the world? and i don't think that the biggest pain is when somebody is hurting you.. it's a big pain, but not the biggest! >_< .. you can also hurt or cut yourself.. when you think that you NEED that, when you think that you'll feel better when you do that, it's a big big pain.. but i don't think that this is the biggest pain! .. so, i'll tell you now what i think about the biggest pain in the world.... i think the biggest pain is lonelyness. when you have nobody, when nobody loves you... that's the biggest pain in the world... i don't know how that pain hurts, but i think it's the most painful pain in the world... you don't know what you do, you feel lonely and empty, you feel like a monster, you feel like ... nothing. aaw. i think lonelyness must hurt so much! Q^Q sorry, i don't have a real example, but the poorest character that i know, is GAARA from Naruto. gaara's childhood is so sad! when i saw that, i had to cry... T^T ..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EXT_jDdMoMI - Part 1 of Gaara's sad childhood
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iDT66K-i_AY - Part 2 of Gaara's sad childhood
when you will watch that, you'll think that lonelyness is the biggest pain too! .__. or not, i dont know..

see you,
hanna =D

welcome =D

hellooo everyone ^__^
my first blog post in my new blog... *hrhr* i'm very proud.. the design is stylish but not too much bling bling x""D~ but now i want to tell you something about that weekend... today in a week, i'll get my ... certification or whatever? and then, i'll have holidays fore a long time, 9 wonderful weeks =D.. i'm very happy.. ^^ today i wanted to go swimming and chilling with friends, but we couldn't
because of the weather.. T^T~ tomorrow i'll drive with my mother in the city and buy some clothes <333~ i don't have to tell you something important.. my life is sooo boring |DDD~
and i'm tired, so i can't write a long blog entry about this or that... T-T i think i'll go sleep now.. x.x
// xoxo